Aug 4, 2014

Just stay.



I was never alone with you. My thoughts could never leave me be. It's the same thing every time. One of these days, one of us is going to fuck everything up. I knew you inside and out. And it's undeniable that you can read my mind, read my actions and everything else in between. Smoke filled the room. I say something stupid, yet I never cease to make you laugh. Minds just connect that way, I guess.

See what you've done? You always find yourself at my door. All roads lead you to me, somehow. Stay.

We're always intertwined. This time though, you haven't even touched me nor brushed against me. You play it safe for now. It's too early to show comfort. Comfort that we are both craving for. You watch out for my eyes, that wander. I catch you mid-glance and you look away. An accidental touch. I feel the electricity between the both of us. No proof yet, that it could be dangerous.

Is it because I never see you sober? Or is it because I always am? Your blood is already running with something else. Who are you? Has it been that long since we turned away to different paths? 

You pass it to me. It goes back and forth. Somewhere between that, we adjusted to the time we lost. We always get back to what was us. And what will always be us

When it's time to leave, I'm hoping that you wont leave our conversations behind. 
Just stay.

Talk me to sleep til I'm taken away.
Leave. Come back the next day.